Born in Puerto Rico as Hector Manuel Rodriguez, at the age of five, I was abandoned by my mother, who left me to be raised by abusive relatives who introduced me to the world of violence and drug sales. Two months after turning 21, I was arrested and incarcerated for felony murder and drug possession. I was released in February 2023 after serving 27 years and two months behind bars.
While in prison, I participated in numerous educational programs in my commitment to grow beyond the person I was before my incarceration. I have completed my coursework at Bard College through the Bard Prison Initiative and served on the steering committee of Rehabilitation through the Arts (RTA). Through RTA, I have taken workshops on writing and poetry and gained a supportive venue to perform my monologues. Accepting the gift of time and reflection, I have developed a unique and vibrant drawing and painting style, expressing my yearning, wonder, and, importantly, the few memories of my mother before she abandoned me. In much of my artwork, you can see some invocation of a motherly form.
Six months after my release from prison, I was accepted into the Yale Prison Education Initiative College-to-Career Fellowship. I plan to enhance my artistic skills and knowledge of mass incarceration and advocate for higher education and art programs in prison.
Art has become an avenue for me to escape the everyday stress of prison. It allows me to explore fantasies, to be a curious child, and to look deep into my subconscious. But most importantly, it allows me to immortalize people and memories that matter to me. I love the idea of these memories living and bringing joy and pleasure to whoever views my work.
When I first started creating art, one of my goals was to capture childhood memories of my mother and me in the countryside of Puerto Rico. As I began to learn about the challenges the women in my family faced within our patriarchal culture and religion, I started to paint female figures as solid trees, beautiful flowers, mountains, and so forth. The bright colors allow me to draw the viewer’s attention to my interpretation of what beauty, power, and resilience emanate from a female body.
Art means so much to me. At the moment, it means reaching people from different walks of life, building relationships, and bringing attention to social issues. Through my artwork, I seek to challenge society's patriarchal lens of domination over women and marginalized people and bring awareness to the problem of mass incarceration. Using a palette of bright colors and surrealistic images, I protest the foul play of everyday living in a male-dominant society without using words.
At the same time, I'm able to tap into emotions that I have suppressed for decades during my incarceration and fantasize about making love or expressing love through the interaction of a hummingbird pollinating a flower or freshwater falling at the roots of a tree.
I intend to use colors and shapes to engage in an emotional dance of life and its many challenges and gifts.
Now that I’m home, I look forward to joining an art community that could provide me with a much-needed critique of my art-creating process and explore new mediums. I also enjoy videotaping myself creating art. When I see myself making art, it allows me to see myself differently and the change within myself.
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